Journey

2009-07-02T17:41:00.002+08:00

Hey people! I'm changing my blog to wordpress's. New address is http://plutotwinkles.wordpress.com please update accordingly =)

2009-06-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

I feel like changing my blog to wordpress's. I think their templates look so much simpler and neater.

Anyway today I accompanied my Bestie home from school. She calls me her "Servant" (rawr!). Helped her to carry her files. On the way we drop by Causeway to buy a Chocolate Cheese Cake from Ichiban Sushi. On the way we stopped at a phone shop. HTC Touch Diamond 2 looks soooooo nicccccceeeeeeee. I'm waiting for the price to drop so I can get it. At Ichiban Sushi the lady at the counter said that the Chocolate Cheese Cake aren't out yet.

At the Woodlands MRT Station there was this guy who was wearing a freakishly WEIRD pants. Note the emphasis on WEIRD. The pants look like it was an Adidas pants because of the 3 strips at the side but looking at the design... nah probably a fake. Oh, my Bestie pointed out that a girl looked very pretty and I have to agree =P

I like spending time out with my Bestie. And more importantly, I love to adore and pamper her because after all I only have one Bestie =)

2009-06-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

Seriously.. irritating? Sometimes I'm just confused. I really am.

2009-06-18T17:53:00.002+08:00

Being a game moderator can at times be a really tough job whether it may be watching a valuable member of the team resign, a player creating havoc, or being as unbias as possible. Being a mod has taught me numerous things. Watching how my higher ups make certain decisions just puts me in awe and I have a huge huge respect for them and their way of thinking. It also helped me to realize for myself the kind of job that I am going for for my career.

But anyway, I'm having withdrawal symptoms from lack of sailing HAHA!

2009-06-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

Love the song.. love the lyrics. Awesome song. And currently finding the piano score for it =)

2009-06-02T15:21:00.001+08:00

I forgot to wish Shanice a happy birthday in my last post so, Happy Belated Birthday =D Me and Shanice share the same birthday =P

Oh and, I found out that my very good friend from Sweden shares the same birthday as me too! So AWESOME!!!

2009-06-01T20:27:00.001+08:00

Thanks to JiaHui, Glennis, SiMin, Fionn, JianHui, Samuel, YongKian, Brandon for wishing me a happy birthday =)

2009-05-31T22:14:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is my birthday =D Driving license here I come =P

2009-05-29T13:44:00.001+08:00

My life is at an all time low. My teacher is being very (insert your own words here. When my advisor told me my application to go to Chengdu failed, my heart shattered. Thankfully I don't feel emo.... yet.

2009-05-29T07:58:00.002+08:00

"Hi Joshua,

You seem to have many excuses just to make arrangement to meet up with me for an update.

You tell me what time you can see me tomorrow?

Regards
Sue Tan (Mrs)
Manager, Cooperative Education
School of Business & Accountancy
DID : (65) 6460.6065; Fax : (65) 6467.3474
Ngee Ann Polytechnic, 535, Clementi Road
Singapore, 599489
"

This was the email that my I&E lecturer replied to me. It is so not cool she said I "seem" to have many excuses. For one, I effing ask her to meet at 3pm but she was the one who said she ISN'T FREE. Okay she isn't free I'm fine with that. Then I ask her if she has any other available timeslot. She says either on Thursday 4.30pm or Friday 5.30pm. I saw the email on Thursday night so Thursday is out. I can't meet her on Friday at 5.30pm because I will be going out to celebrate my birthday with a friend. I told her that. And then she decided to say oh "you seem to have many excuses" blablabla. Okay so what, now you're WRONGLY ACCUSING ME... saying that going out to celebrate my birthday is an effing excuse? Please.. are you trying to imply that my birthday doesn't exist. That I don't exist. I'd very much want to spend time with SiMin than meet you. Sorry but for me, people who have a place in my heart comes above everything else.

2009-05-27T19:59:00.002+08:00

Life SO TOTALLY SUCKS for me at this point. My oh so fan-fucking-tastic group members decided to backstab me. Ugh fuck it. I'm most sensitive to backstabbing.

That aside, I'm so glad that SiMin ask me out to the movies as a birthday treat =D We'll be going out on friday night. And hopefully muah chee will be free on sat *fingers crossed*

2009-05-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

Almost my birthday =) Going to turn 18 on 1st June. Then I can watch M18 movies (heh). Not to mention I can start my way to a driving license! Anyway I'm not those people who like birthday parties where you invite a whole lot of people over to your house or someplace to celebrate your birthday. For me I prefer to just spend it with a few, special people. I also don't expect any birthday presents. Presents are usually just an extra bonus for me.

Exams are coming soon, I must do well for DEL and AEL since its my second attempt and if I fail the module again I'll be dismissed from the course which means NS for me. I'm still debating if I should drop EM3A. I dont know a single thing in the first two chapters. I'd rather drop the module and take it next sem than to take it and most likely fail it and waste an attempt.

There won't be any sailing training for the whole of June. This sucks. I LOVE sailing.

2009-05-21T22:57:00.003+08:00

I really like to take buses home on wednesday night after sailing PT because every time theres something interesting that happens. Like once we waited for so long for this poor man who was carrying two very very heavy looking bag and its like he dropped his wallet somewhere on the bus and had to search for it. Whats more the bus is like so packed. Poor guy everyone was looking at him with a weird look. If I was the man I would be so pai seh. And then there was another guy who kept shouting hai mei you chu hai mei you chu bu yao guan men! (pardon me for any typo error in my han yu ping ying, my chinese sucks ><) It was very funny watching him. There are many more entertaining incidents but I'm too lazy to describe them HAHA.

Talking about bus, everyday taking bus to school I am reminded of Diamond2 because there is this poster for the phone at the bus stops. Really hoping the price can drop faster.

Ugh hmm I forgot what I wanted to post about lol... Hmm... Oh yea, today during my 3 hour break I watch Click and it was a very funny and yet very meaningful show. I like romantic comedy shows =)

Shucks tomorrow is friday. I hate fridays! Its the day where there is lessons for every module I'm taking this sem. You know what that means? Yep you guess it, a very heavy bag! Ahhhhh... the good thing is that theres Sailing on saturday! Then again, its the last training before exams and the next time will be in July so mehh =[

2009-05-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

Everyday I find it harder and harder to drag my ass out of the house to go to school. I haven't been one who liked going to school to begin with. When I was a toddler I would run around the neighbourhood whenever I didn't felt like going to school. I'm not someone built for sitting in the class for hours. I'd probably learn more going to the zoo to learn about animals than reading a book about them. Oh well thats life I guess.

Right now the things I look forward to week after week is wednesday for sailing physical training and saturday's sea training.

Oh btw, the Diamond2's price dropped by $100 yay!

2009-05-17T10:55:00.002+08:00

Okay so Battlestations: Pacific will only be out in Singapore on the 24th of March. Damn why do we always get things a couple of weeks later than the rest of the world.

Anyway yesterday's sailing was pretty cool. Wind was pretty mild. And we did two races. I got 3rd for the first race, and 1st for the second race woohoo! And.... I got sunburn again ._. And I don't know why but yesterday was a little funny. When I got to Tanah Merah there was this girl who was like looking at me with that kind of look.. hmm how do I describe it.. Well its the kind of look when a guy sees a hot girl and he looks mesmerized kind of look lol. Same thing happened at the club. This girl look pretty cute and hot ^-^ Well I'm not saying that the girl at the MRT Station isn't but this is cuter =D Not to mentioned tanned... I think girls with tan look hotter than girls who look white.

Oh btw Alvin has this pillow in the car that vibrates! Zomg a vibrating pillow. I so want one too. It seriously feels nice when you're hugging it and its vibrating. Okay sounds wrong lol.

2009-05-13T13:15:00.000+08:00

this is the phone that i'm gonna get soon =D

2009-05-13T12:08:00.001+08:00

Took a personality test and I actually found it really accurate. Probably the very few times I actually agree with a personality test lol. Anyway this was what it said.

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People like you are generally creative with a global perspective, full of energy and ready to take charge. You're friendly, but strong-willed and driven to show your skills and expertise to others. You enjoy praise, but only when it's honest. You're more interested in a direct and fair appraisal of your work. You admire others for their competence, consistency, and honesty. You are sometimes a little too outspoken in your opinions of others, but you return consideration for kindness.

You're very organized, quick, and productive. You're a confident stategic thinker and work best when you're full of purpose.

You can't stand wasting time with people who won't get to the point, but you respond instantly to creative thinking and logical explanations.

Your primary goal in life is demonstrating their competence and making important things happen. Your reward is being given large, important projects to plan and manage.

Good careers for your type include being a chief executive officer, network integration specialist, all-being master of time/space/dimention, management consultant politician, real estate developer, marketing executive, and judge.

2009-05-08T17:44:00.002+08:00

Just finish eating the apple flavoured lollipop that Jiajia gave me =D

I have decided that I'll wait for the right time.. wait till the holidays because now you're busy and your studies are more important =)

2009-05-07T18:20:00.002+08:00

Saw this video on Celeste's blog. I so so LOVE this short movie. Simple, sweet and heart warming.

Signs
by mg02

2009-05-06T23:42:00.001+08:00

I don't know why or for what reason, but sometimes you give me heartaches.

2009-05-03T17:36:00.002+08:00

I think i'm falling sick again. Ahhh headaches, I so hate them. Anyway I forgot to post the other time thanking the people who cared for me. First of all my Dad who accompanied me to the doctor. And to JiaHui, Jasmine, Fionn, Joyce, Lyon (in no particular order) who showed concern for me. Thanks people!

Anyway I got a LOVELY SUN TAN LINE (YAY). Yesterday the wind was so freaking strong during sailing and sailing upwind or at the reach was fine for me but for some reason I kept capsizing whenever I gybe or sail downwind. Ugh! And then I forgot to check if my rudder has a wire so that it'll stay down while sailing. But alas it didn't and I couldn't sterr properly =/ My hands are now aching very badly ._.

2009-05-01T16:31:00.003+08:00

This is why Sailing is such an OMFG AWESOME sport.

2009-04-30T15:37:00.005+08:00

After a sleepless night at the park, thinking about things I decided to break off with my current gf. If you're wondering why, it is because I dont really have any feelings for her. And I've already found the perfect person. I'm such a dumbass person. I made a stupid mistake. And when I broke off with ZiTing I felt that I was doing the right thing for once. Infact probably the only right decision I've made in my love life for very very long indeed.

To Zi Ting. I'm so sorry. I hope you find your right guy =) You're a really great girl. Thanks for everything.

To the somebody who matters most in my heart (you know who you are), I want to say this. I think I made a very big error between us. When I met an obstacle I was too quick to say that we can never be together without even so much so as finding a way to solve it. So to that person, I still mean very much what I said in the letter. I know you must be thinking I'm a very fickle minded person. I think I've made many wrong decisions and for once I have the chance to make things right.

2009-04-24T13:54:00.003+08:00

Feeling very sick today -.- It kinda started yesterday afternoon when I felt that I was starting to get a sore throat. And by night time when I coughed my throat was pain. Then I could feel my body and throat start to get warm but it wasn't that bad yet and I thought I could go to school today. But about 20 minutes after I woke up today I started to get really sick and then I got a headache and felt pretty giddy till a point where I felt like throwing up. So I slept from 9 till now. Still feeling as bad -.- I hate getting sick because you feel cold and hot at the same time. You'll feel like putting on your blanket because you're cold but then when you put it on you feel hot. I'm not one who get sick often, but whenever I'm sick it lasts pretty long and its really bad -.- Why can't I be like my brother. Sick more often but everytime his sick he isn't bed-ridden and can still have lots of energy and like its as if he isn't sick at all.

2009-04-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

I seriously can't wait for next wednesday where i'll get to meet the freshies!! (yay). And I'm really thankful to Glennis for being my study partner =)

Anyway recently alot of things have been going on at my emotional side. Firstly I'm still recovering from the backstab caused by my ex (and I dont think its something i'll ever fully recover from to be honest). Secondly I recently found out that my very close friend (who is basically the next closest to me after my bestie) has some feelings for me. Next is that I got a girl who is jio-ing me as you can see from my tagboard. And lastly, I got a friend who is blatantly ignoring me. She isn't bothering to tell me why. Friends don't ignore each other......

2009-04-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of a new school year. Saw Sham when I went for EDPR. Wasn't really expecting to see any of my B1 classmates since I'm still in mix classes -.-. Then for EM3A I saw Matthew which was another surprise. I think that although the B1 peeps have split classes we still do have some similiar classes.

Helped out at Sailing's CCA booth today. So can't wait for next week's training because we'll be able to meet the freshies =D

Anyway, i'm feeling a little emo and upset right now. Don't ask =)

2009-04-19T15:42:00.003+08:00

Oh well the new school year is starting. Time flies, I'm already in the 2nd year.

did I do something wrong?

2009-04-16T18:13:00.001+08:00

The past couple of days I've been getting headaches, sort of like migraine. It's so irritating.

P.S. Thanks =)

2009-04-16T10:18:00.004+08:00

Yesterday at 11pm I left home to post my letter to JiaHui then proceeded on to school to meet up with my fellow sailors to create our banner for the up coming CCA Fiesta which will be held next Monday. Then around 2.10 I left to meet up with Glennis. Oh Glennis is my "sis". We met up so I can help teach her POA. Elvina decided to tag along as well. It has been eons since I last saw Glennis. Honestly it was really awesome to meet her again. We had a cold war twice -.- Wouldn't bore you readers with the details of what exactly I taught her. But after like an hour and the half we three ended up chit chatting. Hmm Glennis is like the only few girls whom I am very comfortable with. And we seem to click together very well.

After that the girls were hungry and so we headed over to mac. I told her mac was unhealthy and she pinched my waist (grr). And when we took the escalator up from b1 to ground floor the girls just had to turn around and then look down at me and call me shorty (grr again). They both bought the chicken munchees meal. I seriously think that 5 - 7 bucks for the chicken munchees is so not value for money. I'd rather spend the money on food which are way better and can actually make me full and satisfied. Anyway we chit chatted alot as well at Mac from around 5 to 6. She just had to pinch me whenever I made fun of her and everytime I had to pull her hand away. (grr she pinched pretty hard alright, so stop it glennis because its pain!).

Then after that Glennis suggested to go to the park which she and me and JieYi like to go to in the past. On the way to the park, our talk drifted to about JieYi. How she has changed and become arrogant now. Glennis went like, everytime when you're around her then she will act guai only lor. And then we talked alot about her, how JieYi look at Glennis with full of jealousy blablabla and Glennis concluded the fact that JieYi likes me (and so did Elvina. But honestly I'm not sure although I did suspect it last time). We tried calling JieYi to ask her to come down and meet us if she is free. But she hasn't replied to me since at all (oh well).

And last night Glennis asked me several questions which I shall not post here because its a personal thing between the both of us =P

2009-04-13T20:02:00.002+08:00

You betrayed me and you still have the cheek to come back to me. I don't ever want to listen, talk and see you ever again. You cease to exist in my life.

2009-04-12T16:38:00.001+08:00

dont bother about what I wrote in the post before this =) anyway here is another video.

2009-04-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

*sigh* i can't even buy lunch for my best friend, i'm such a freaking loser

2009-04-11T09:23:00.002+08:00

look at the pic. It shows the location where our sailing booth will be located at. Fabulous eh. Boom smack right in the middle =D

2009-04-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm, honestly I don't really know what to post. Holidays have been rather robotic. Oh well I guess I'll just put up videos occasionally xD oh before I post a video, go to http://thejuicydot.mybrute.com Just play the game hehe.

Anyway here is the video for today

2009-04-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

Gracias Bernado for the fabulouso espanol music :D

2009-03-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

2009-03-26T16:53:00.002+08:00

Here is the pic that jiajia drew. Cute right.

Anyway I got promoted to rookie mod from monitor. Yes!!! *blasts music and dance crazily*

2009-03-23T18:52:00.002+08:00

Originally we had 9 people going for the race clinic yesterday. But for some reason 4 decided to drop out at the last minute. Pang seh us lols. Anyway its good to be out at the water again. Sailing always gives me an excitement. I forgot to put sunblock lotion so now i'm kinda tanned and theres a very clear line near my elbow, the upper arm is kinda on the not so tan side while the lower arm is tanned. I knew i should have worn my sleeveless shirt lol. Hmm I wanna do the quiz but it isn't on someone's blog already hahas. *nudges jiajia*

2009-03-17T17:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm how do I put this. Well I've always had a problem putting my thoughts down and expressing myself in words or actions. Let's just put it this way that recently I'm feeling as though my energy has been sapped away, and something that happened recently has me thinking about my life. I seriously do not have any energy left to care about others, because everytime I care and put time and effort into a friendship/relationship it fails. I get the feeling that no one really cares about me (except my family). Heck even my phone bills and msn agrees with me. I went 3 months straight without receiving more than 20 smses, or more than 3 people starting a msn convo. And everyone seems to forget my birthday when I remember theirs. Every year without fail the number of people who even remembers my birthday can be counted on one hand (excluding my family). Maybe I just have bad social skills. But anyway, I don't wish to really speak to anyone at all right now. I don't feel like there is any purpose in my life at all. I get the feeling that something in my life is missing, in a way an emptiness, so now I'm out to find whatever it is and fill that gap.

P.S. I'm not being emo, but rather just reflecting. I'm totally okay, but just don't wish to interact with anyone till I sort my life straight.

2009-03-12T14:57:00.003+08:00

20th March is the day i'll be getting my results. I'm hoping the time goes real slow cos I don't wanna know my results. Talking about time, i'm crazy about time warp. It is so so cool to see how a bubble burst in slow mo.

I think I better take care of my eyes. There are really alot of show to watch this holiday. Such as Survivor, Amazing Race, American Idol, Carriers, Time Warp, Mind Your Language, Allo Allo, and a couple more I can't recall.

And I'd like to wish a BIG Happy Birthday to Jeslin! =D

2009-03-11T11:07:00.002+08:00

The world is so full of hate, anger, sorrow, suffering... and so full of happiness, joy, love...

Life is a game of choice. You choose your own path and write your own destiny.

2009-03-02T08:07:00.001+08:00

i'll be getting my baby today!!I can't wait i'm so excited. I'll post pictures of my baby later in the day.

2009-02-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

My first paper is only two days away. Gosh the stress and pressure! Anyway i've decided to buy the white billabong slippers >.> And just when I thought i've fixed my mind on a new phone to buy, I realize that there are two new touch screen phones that are going to be released in the near future (around Q3). Anyway here are the two phones. The first being the HTC Touch Diamond 2 and the second is the Sony Ericsson Idou.

2009-02-13T09:52:00.003+08:00

Exactly one week later and it'll be the first paper for my examinations. Time sure goes really fast and i'm already at the end of my first year in NP. I'm looking forward to the holidays as there is so many tv programmes to watch. First theres the Channel 8 TV series at 7pm. Then there is American Idol. This coming monday will be the season premier of a new Amazing Race season. Then theres Survivor too. Sheesh I think i'm going to be glued to the television quite alot during the holidays.

Anyway i'm still in a dilemma at which slippers I should get. I was planning to get Brazilliano Praia, black colour slipper. But at Queensway I saw this white Billabong slippers which I totally love as well. I don't really know which to get. Maybe I should get both *laughs*.

I think I seriously need to stop being so addicted to chocolates.

2009-02-02T22:33:00.001+08:00

since I don't really know which DPP I should take, i'll need you guys to help me and give suggestions =]

List of DPP offered
Prepare for further studies

CERTIFICATE IN ADVANCED ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS
(Pre-req: min. B grade in EG1 (or EG2) and min. GPA 3.0). All modules in cluster are EXAMINABLE.
Introduction to Advanced Maths
Calculus
Further Calculus
Matrices and Systems of Differential Equations (Elective)
DE and Laplace Transforms (Elective)

CERTIFICATE IN APPLIED PHYSICS
Foundational Physics
Classical Physics
Modern Physics

CERTIFICATE IN COMPUTING METHODOLOGY
(Pre-req: min. B grade for COMPRO) . All modules in cluster are EXAMINABLE.
Advanced C Programming and Techniques
Programming and Data Structures
Algorithms and Applications
Deepen knowledge in a core discipline area

CERTIFICATE IN AEROSPACE ELECTRONICS
Human Factors
Fundamentals of Aerospace Technology
Avionics Systems

CERTIFICATE IN COMPUTER & COMMUNICATION SYSTEMS
Operating Systems & Networking
Digital Audio & Video Technology
Internet Technology (Elective)
Communication Systems & Applications (Elective)

CERTIFICATE IN MICROELECTRONICS
Microelectronic Manufacturing & Assembly
Microchip Technology
IC Layout
Broaden knowledge in other fields

CERTIFICATE IN ECONOMICS & FINANCIAL APPLICATIONS
1. Economics
2. Engineering Economy
3. Business Finance

CERTIFICATE IN LEISURE & RETAIL MANAGEMENT
Hospitality Management
Retail Management
Space Modeling

2009-02-02T03:56:00.001+08:00

yea yea I know its 4 minutes to 4 am. What can I say, i'm rushing my CATS project which my group has to present today. Currently taking a rest. I'm going to look like a panda ._.

2009-02-01T13:40:00.003+08:00

having a slight headache ._. anyway yesterday i accompanied JiaHui to Queensway to buy her converse shoes. I knew it was a bad idea to take a bus =P The bus travelled around like the whole freaking bukit batok then went to bukit timah road. We could have taken bus 67 straight then changed to 970 ._. Anyway found out she's afraid of heights *evil grin*. When we got there we found out that the shoe she wanted doesn't have size 3 anymore. Sad hahas. Anyway laptop is almost out of bad so thats all for now.

2009-01-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

Since I mentioned that i'll be posting about CNY, I shall although I must warn you that its boring and I advise you to skip to the next paragraph. Anyway on Monday we went to my grandmum's house. It was rather boring and I watched TV then slept for awhile while waiting for my cousins to arrive. Played card games with them for awhile but then for some reason we got bored pretty fast. Watched Catch Me If You Can on channel 5 and as always I enjoyed that show. On tuesday we went to my uncle's house which is my dad's side. I was playing PS2 with my brother almost the whole time we were there. Anyway I got four hong bao from my dad's side and nine from my mum's side, but guess what my dad's side actually gave more in total!

It's just three more weeks to the final year exams and i'm feeling the pressure! Today in the bus I saw this rather cute girl walking towards the rear of the bus where I was at and she sat in front of me. There was this woman sitting beside her who was apparently having a flu and the girl offered the woman a tissue. I thought it was really kind of her and I couldn't help but smile. I spent like the whole bus journey just looking at her and thinking about her. Don't ask me why! And I was sort of hoping she alighted at my bus stop so I could get to know her. Everytime the bus stopped at a bus stop I hope she didn't alight. Oh well i'm weird ._. Oh did I mention she is on the tan side? I seem to like girls who are on the tanned side.

2009-01-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

After many hours trying to find a simple, nice looking blogskin i've finally found one which is the current one i'm having and I think its really nice. Unfortunately I forgot to save my links before I changed the template. Sorry everyone! Those links that you see are the only ones that I can recall (which is a really small pathetic amount ._. ) Anyway the last 2 hours was spent helping sis doing the tagboard. Finally its up! :]

Today we had AEL Practical Lab Test. I guess i'll be able to pass it.

Anyway i'll post about CNY tomorrow since I want to watch American Idol now :P sorry sis:P

2009-01-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Since my sis wants me to update my blog, I shall post something. Anyway its been quite awhile since i've posted anything so I guess its about time I did a post too.

Well honestly my life isn't exactly an interesting one, but neither is it considered boring too. I have sort of gotten over valerie, i dont have any feelings for her now but for some reason I still keep looking at her ._. Oh on a side note, she looks quite alot like my cousin Yvonne. And what do you know, I think i'm starting to like another girl (yea yea I know i'm fickle minded). But one doesn't choose to have a crush on someone right? I mean it just happens naturally. Besides, she keeps looking at me too (laughs).

Re-test hmm... one would think re-test would be easier than the actual test since its suppose to HELP you. But no they just had to set the freaking test harder. If I had known this I wouldn't have bothered staying back after school wasting a couple of hours. Seriously whats the point of re-test if you're going to fail again?

Oh I found out that the Makan Place @ Blk 51 has some nice ice milo! (snickers). That reminds me, when I was on the bus going home on wednesday after sailing PT the bus sort of breaked suddenly. So this girl (and rather hot and cute I must say xD) who was standing beside me fell onto me and I had to like grab onto her so she doesn't fall to the floor *cheek turns red*. It's the second time a girl has fallen onto me ._. Actually third if you consider one occasion where JieYi almost fell and had to hold onto me to stop her fall. Are girls bad at balance or what.

*sigh* I haven't seen glennis, jieyi, cervonne, vanessa and the rest for over a year and I miss them dearly. Wait thats wrong, why are they all girls!? Oh well air rifle club was basically full of girls and I was more or less the only guy there every wednesday ._.

Tomorrow will be a busy day as I'll be out for basically the whole day with my sailing buddies =P We'll be going to Pulau Ubin (Markus spelt Pulau as Pualu hehe) for cycling and after then we'll be having dinner at bugis at a buffet steamboat restaurant.

Anyway here are some Shetland Sheepdog or Shelties picture. Don't you think shelties look so adorable and cute and handsome? I so love them =D I'm going to own one some day.

2008-12-14T19:48:00.001+08:00

People will forget what you said.
People will forget what you did.
But people will never forget
how you made them feel.

2008-12-13T02:55:00.003+08:00

Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at the airports. General opinion start it to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed. But I don't see that. Seems to me that love is everywhere. Often its not particularly dignified nor news worthy, but its always there. Fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wifes, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the twin towers as far as I know none of the phone calls from the people onboard were messages of hate or revenge, they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling that you'll find that love actually.. is.. all around.

2008-12-12T02:31:00.004+08:00

Im blogging at 2.37am :D yep, I can't really sleep. I've been having alot of sleepless nights lately.

If our lifes were like those potraited in the movies, we'll have the perfect life for we'll be our own director.

2008-12-10T21:08:00.002+08:00

EG2 was quite okay. I only didn't know how to do about 2 questions. DEL today was... well lets just say i'm going to flunk it. I left about a third of the paper blank. And not to mentioned I doodelled on my paper.

Thankfully tomorrow is my last paper. However, I still gotta do my holiday projects. Boring. I don't know what to do for my Stage 2 COMPRO project.

Oh well, i'm just going to do my best and enjoy my 3 weeks break =]

2008-12-07T22:39:00.013+08:00

well I wanted to post a phrase which I myself created, and it was a really nice and meaningful phrase. But guess what, I forgot it ! darn ><

For example while taking the bus to school the other day, I thought I saw SiMin. But then when she got nearer I realize it wasn't here. They seriously look very alike, except for a few differences. Reminded me why I liked SiMin so much.

Then there was this woman who couldn't kept whining. God she is such a big whiner.

And then there are the exams.

Oh and im currently down with a really bad case of flu. I'm like sneezing every 15 minutes, since the beginning of the day. And im started to get a fever. Sheesh what a good timing to be sick. Just when my papers are just two days away.

2008-12-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

The world celebrates World AIDS Day today. However is the global AIDS crisis overblown? Some dare to say so.

As World AIDS Day is marked on Monday, some experts are growing more outspoken in complaining that AIDS is eating up funding at the expense of more pressing health needs.
They argue that the world has entered a post-AIDS era in which the disease's spread has largely been curbed in much of the world, Africa excepted.

"AIDS is a terrible humanitarian tragedy, but it's just one of many terrible humanitarian tragedies," said Jeremy Shiffman, who studies health spending at Syracuse University.
Roger England of Health Systems Workshop, a think tank based in the Caribbean island of Grenada, goes further. He argues that UNAIDS, the U.N. agency leading the fight against the disease, has outlived its purpose and should be disbanded.

"The global HIV industry is too big and out of control. We have created a monster with too many vested interests and reputations at stake, ... too many relatively well paid HIV staff in affected countries, and too many rock stars with AIDS support as a fashion accessory," he wrote in the British Medical Journal in May.

Paul de Lay, a director at UNAIDS, disagrees. It's valid to question AIDS' place in the world's priorities, he says, but insists the turnaround is very recent and it would be wrong to think the epidemic is under control.

"We have an epidemic that has caused between 55 million and 60 million infections," de Lay said. "To suddenly pull the rug out from underneath that would be disastrous."
U.N. officials roughly estimate that about 33 million people worldwide have HIV, the virus that causes AIDS. Scientists say infections peaked in the late 1990s and are unlikely to spark big epidemics beyond Africa.

In developed countries, AIDS drugs have turned the once-fatal disease into a manageable illness.
England argues that closing UNAIDS would free up its $200 million annual budget for other health problems such as pneumonia, which kills more children every year than AIDS, malaria and measles combined.

"By putting more money into AIDS, we are implicitly saying it's OK for more kids to die of pneumonia," England said.

His comments touch on the bigger complaint: that AIDS hogs money and may damage other health programs.

By 2006, AIDS funding accounted for 80 percent of all American aid for health and population issues, according to the Global Health Council.

In Ethiopia, Rwanda, Uganda and elsewhere, donations for HIV projects routinely outstrip the entire national health budgets.

In a 2006 report, Rwandan officials noted a "gross misallocation of resources" in health: $47 million went to HIV, $18 million went to malaria, the country's biggest killer, and $1 million went to childhood illnesses.

"There needs to be a rational system for how to apportion scarce funds," said Helen Epstein, an AIDS expert who has consulted for UNICEF, the World Bank, and others.

AIDS advocates say their projects do more than curb the virus; their efforts strengthen other health programs by providing basic health services.

But across Africa, about 1.5 million doctors and nurses are still needed, and hospitals regularly run out of basic medicines.

Experts working on other health problems struggle to attract money and attention when competing with AIDS.

"Diarrhea kills five times as many kids as AIDS," said John Oldfield, executive vice president of Water Advocates, a Washington, D.C.-based organization that promotes clean water and sanitation.

"Everybody talks about AIDS at cocktail parties," Oldfield said. "But nobody wants to hear about diarrhea," he said.

These competing claims on public money are likely to grow louder as the world financial meltdown threatens to deplete health dollars.

"We cannot afford, in this time of crisis, to squander our investments," Dr. Margaret Chan, WHO's director-general, said in a recent statement.

Some experts ask whether it makes sense to have UNAIDS, WHO, UNICEF, the World Bank, the Global Fund plus countless other AIDS organizations, all serving the same cause.

"I do not want to see the cause of AIDS harmed," said Shiffman of Syracuse University. But "For AIDS to crowd out other issues is ethically unjust."

De Lay argues that the solution is not to reshuffle resources but to boost them.
"To take money away from AIDS and give it to diarrheal diseases or onchocerciasis (river blindness) or leishmaniasis (disfiguring parasites) doesn't make any sense," he said. "We'd just be doing a worse job in everything else."

Maria Cheng (2008, December 1). Global AIDS crisis overblown? Some dare to say so. Retrieved November 20, 2000, from http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081201/twl-eu-med-challenging-aids-c8e2916.html

2008-11-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

First off, I would like to wish a BIG happy birthday to glennis :D she is currently at taiwan, for a whole month !! ahh im jealous.

Secondly, exams are only 2 weeks away. Can't say i'm looking forward to it. Still, i'll keep on the optimistic side ;]

Wish/Need/Want List:
-Phone
-Harversack
-Haagen Daz Cookies&Cream Icecream
-Adidas shorts/cap
-Wallet that has more than 6 card slots

2008-11-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

well looks like the state of my phone has deteriorated from bad to worse. At first messages couldn't really get through to anyone nor can I receive any messages. Now phone calls can't seem to get through too. So if you have anything for me, just leave it on my msn please. Or you could email me. Thanks ^^

2008-11-19T11:31:00.001+08:00

I was at korea over the weekend. I'll make the full post when I have the full set of pictures =]

So stay tuned for the full update !

2008-11-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

First of all, I'll like to wish a Happy Birthday to JiaHui! :D Her birthday was two days ago. Sorry i'm a little late in posting, but i've been kinda busy.

Anyway it's crunch time. Grand Finals this Sunday. I'll be leaving for South Korea tomorrow, depature time at 2245 Hrs, reaching Incheon Internation Airport at around 0550 Hrs on Saturday. Wanted to take SIA, but the organisers booked from Korean Airlines. Oh well, the two-way ticket cost a total of S$1000, and the best part is its FREE! so who cares. I love taking planes, and I haven't took one for a couple of years already. So finally i'm taking one again :D

The weather at South Korea is freeeeezzzzziiiiinggggg. 4 degrees to 10 degrees on average during my length of stay. Thats like staying in the refrigerator! I'm going to freeze my ass off.

And Glennis is currently at Taiwan. We're like contacting each other through email hahas. Hope she has a great time over at Taiwan ;] don't forget to take pictures for me to see =P Still thinking what to get for her. Hopefully i'll be able to get something for her from Korea.

2008-11-10T22:03:00.004+08:00

For the past few years, i've been asking myself: What is the purpose of life? Today the answer dawn on me. The answer had been staring back at me right under my nose all these time. Its such an irony that the answer to the question, therein lies in the question itself. Perhaps the purpose of life, is for each of us to find our true meaning and purpose for ourself. To carve out our path and our own destiny.

Life is all about choices. Happiness is a choice. So is anger or sadness.

I can't wait to go to South Korea :D I'll be there from 14th to 17th of November. Flight leaves Singapore at 2245 Hrs. Reaches Incheon, Seoul Airport around 0535 Hrs local time. The weather will be around 4-12 degree celsius ;] it'll be so cold, I love it :D

2008-11-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

5 messages... 5 messages was all it took for me to sense that you are different now. You felt different since the last time we messaged each other in the beginning of the year. Why have you changed. Why is everyone around me changing .. and especially me

I just had a mega quarrel with both of my parents. I was so mad till I clenched my fist so tightly, my nails digging into my skin till I bleed. Argh. Why am I having this growing feeling of deep hatred and detest for everything around me.

my soul is being torn apart. im dying in the inside.

2008-11-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

whats worst then one hell of a naggy mum.. .. .. a dad who is twice as naggy -.- my parents are so naggy, its driving me insane. Insane !!! I-N-S-A-N-E !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-30T09:57:00.002+08:00

im in the middle of a class, and im blogging *laughs*. after 1 hour or so, i've finally managed to make my CoD:WaW Multiplayer Demo work! I so can't wait for the game to launch on 11 november ;] same date as my sister's birthday lol hahas.

i always find it funny how i can give advices and help people change for the better, but i can't do it to myself and my life -.-

im tired of running away from my problems, and giving excuses. im soo gonna change and do something !

2008-10-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

i might be a minority of guys who like romance and love stories or movies, but who cares, i am that way. its not that im not romantic, its just that i prefer to keep that part of me hidden till the appropiate time.

i've finally found my strength again, pick myself up. something happened over the weekend that inspired me. I now have 3 more ambitions, to be a counsellor, docter, and/or lawyer. Im so going to get a scholarship to a university.

2008-10-26T22:15:00.001+08:00

ah well, nothing much to post today. life is such a dragg. I want to be a linguist. I want to master french, japanese, spanish, korean and italian.

2008-10-26T01:03:00.002+08:00

love love love today's sailing. Wind was perfect. However that means I have to hike out to level my boat. So my tummy and back kinda ached. That wasn't a problem though. My hands got rope burn. Even if I wash my hands now it'll hurt. Damn. And I capsized like 4-5 times at the same spot in the triangle course. For some reason i just couldn't catch the wind properly and level my boat.. oh well. I love my tan now ;]

Had Teppanyaki with family for dinner. As usual, food was awesome. Im a food lover =] After that we went to Suntec to gai gai. And I bought two new books yipee.

Sadly, my day had to end not so well. My mum nagged at me about getting 120/150 for my piano exam. It wasn't good enough. What the hell, what I do is NEVER up to people'e expectations. I'm seriously at my wits end. And I so totally hate the favourtism. Sucks being the "not so liked" child.

i know you keep telling me to cheer up, but im finding it harder and harder to do so. keeping the promise i made to you is extremely hard for me right now..

2008-10-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

im so thankful we're finally back together. after almost a year... its such a relief.

2008-10-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

today i had my very first sailing experience at the changi saf yacht club. the rigging up was totally different from the one at pasir ris, so i had to ask my seniors to help me =P in the sea, the wind was kinda dead so we were like sun tanning. then just as we were about to return to shore, the wind came and it was strong! damn ! anyway i really need to buy my own lifevest. the one at saf yacht club suck big time. and after that we went to swim at the swimming pool. their swimming pool looks lovely :D anyway there isn't much interesting stuffs to talk about anymore..

and i really hope you'll forgive me. im missing you really really really badly. the wound you made in my heart will never heal. you were a very good friend to me. you're one of the very few people whom i actually feel comfortable around.

2008-10-15T22:04:00.001+08:00

why is the only person who can ever make me happy, the one who is causing all the upset.

and i waited all day...

2008-10-13T00:47:00.003+08:00

i gotta wake up tmr at 6.30 but im still awake now thanks to my very irritating and irresponsible neighbour knocking something into the floor. sch starts tmr, and my classes are all screwed cos i failed eg1, thus im not in any particular class. i feel like just lying down and do nothing, hoping i can just die. actually i might already be dying, i've had like a few painful muscle contractions in the heart -.- but i dont really care, the earlier i die, the lesser misery.

and i really hope my neighbour stop whatever he is doing....

2008-09-25T21:14:00.003+08:00

first off, today's EG1 (SSP) Common Test was easyy. I finished it in like 40 minutes or so. I think that the SSP really helped alot. I didn't know anything about EG1 at all even as I sat for the Final Examinations. But since last thursday, the intense studying has really helped me to understand the math and applications.

Anyway while waiting for bus 67 at the petrol kiosk, this girl came down from a bus and she shocked me. I sort of stared at her for awhile, cos I thought she was glennis. She looked alot like glennis. Well for all those who may ask who glennis is, she is someone whom I liked very much as a friend. I feel that she is wonderful to be around with. Sadly we're no longer friends as we had a rather big argument. Nope I won't tell what the argument is about.

At 3.40pm I met Jonathan at bp as he asked me to follow him to NP to submit his DPA withdrawal form. At first the person though Jon was already a student in NP, and was talking about all this crap about him having to go to NS if he withdrew from the course. But things were cleared up. So.... yea i dont know what else to write. brain kinda dead now.

2008-09-20T02:41:00.005+08:00

life may suck horribly at times, but somehow one way or another I am still able to find that my life is brilliant. maybe its because i've always had a purpose in life. theres a difference between having a purpose and not having one. If you have a purpose in life, you're living. If you dont have one, you're only existing.

2008-09-18T19:53:00.002+08:00

Summer School Programme. What a freaking cover up name. Can't they just simply call it Re-taking of Module. If I fail EG1 again, i'll get kick out of sch. Isn't that just fucking great.

2008-09-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

Just as I thought things couldn't get any worse, it did. Fuck -.- Just got a call that tomorrow I have to go for some shit EG1 Summer School Programme for the next 2 weeks. As of now I can hardly think properly with this dumb headache I have. I think i'll die tomorrow if I were to attempt at solving those math questions. I worked my brains out for EG1, and yet I failed. And my friend who slacked the whole time got B. Life is so fucking unfair.

2008-09-17T01:36:00.004+08:00

It is 1.36am and yupp im awake because I am unable to sleep due to many reasons. Firstly, the braces are making my jaw muscle ache till the point where its giving me slight headache. Secondly, since the teeth are moving a little it is so freaking pain whenever I bite my teeth together or chew on something. Fudge I can't eat properly, and its pissing me off coz im a food lover and I LOVE eating. Thirdly, RESULTS. I failed EG1. Fudge. And I have to freaking repeat the whole goddamn module. I just feel like dying now.

Scratch that, I want to die right now -.-

2008-09-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

went to put on the braces today morning for my upper jaw. Feels really uncomfortable with those metal studs and wire in your mouth. Heck i can't even smile without feeling my lips rubbing the rough metal.

Anyway the mrt journey was pretty boring as usual. The air-conditioning felt a little cold, so it sort of put me into a sleeping mode. In the bus, there was this girl in uniform from some school im not sure of, when the bus turned at a corner, she sort of lost her balance and fell onto another guy. It reminded me of the time where i was in a bus and this girl, whom looked quite cute and chio =P fell on me too when the bus jerked lol. The girl sort of reminded me of JieYi too whom always cant seem to balance herself on the lrt. She always has to hold onto something or she might fall =P

Taking the mrt back home, there was this couple directly opposite me. They were like cudding each other, hell i even saw her hands go inside his pants LOL. Atleast thats what it seems like.

Anyway yes i do read your blog everyday wor =D

2008-09-07T13:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday was fabulous. I had my GNGWC, GameNGame World Championship, at Singapore Poly. I'm the team leader of S.E.A. Team. Met brandon, bkwong, wongbk, and lancer at dover mrt station at 8am. After that we walked to the concourse to check the place out first. Then we went to mac below for breakfast. I only drank the ice milo though. We went to register ourselves and get the freebies before we went to our computers. The opening ceremony which started at 10am was okay okay. The hip hop dance was... weird lol. Mr Kim ( CEO for NavyFIELD i think ) gave a speech which thankfully was short. The deputy principal for SP gave a speech too. After that while BigEXP and PYFleet was having their match, our team warmed up.

Our battle with PYFleet started at 11.30pm. First match we owned them. We decided on mass db and it worked. We sunk their monty in the first 4-5 minutes. The first battle was basically quite fast. I got the highest attack =D . The 2nd though, they learnt about our strategy and had lots of good fp cover. We quickly changed from mass db to full fp cover. We killed 2 of their BBs first, but for some reason we suddenly lost 3 BBs. So now we only had 4 BBs vs 5 of their BBs. Their monty kept running away to repair lol. The monty was sneaky and i almost got sunk by him. Luckily he went blind jsut in time. Their 3 BB5s were the remaining BBs. Took awhile to sunk them. And well i got the most attack again =P

Anyway for lunch, we ate at mac. It was free ^-^. At 2pm we commenced our battle with BigEXP which was my former fleet for the past 8 months. So i know their strategy pretty well. As i expected, they gave full fp cover. What I didnt expect though, was that they used their smaller support ships to scout us. We basically couldn't fight back as we were blinded most of the time.

But anyway since two teams will go to the finals, i'll be going to South Korea in november =D

After the games, we had a go at the dart game where we get a chance to win stuffs =P well i won some free NF stuffs. Then after that DarkGM gave me the NF Crystal as I'm the team leader =P. At the award ceremony, I went to collect this big "Invitation to South Korea" thingy and my digital camera as the prize =P

at night i went out with my family to the NSHomeTeam thingy at bukit batok for bowling. my first game had 125+ points while my second game only had 96 points. anyway after that we went to redhill market for dinner where i ate fish porridge and the raw fish yummy. We bought the yummy desert home as always. At night we watched a movie. After that I lay on the bed till very very late chatting with jiahui =P

ohh ya and she accidentally got punched by her sister. oww that must have hurt. hmm i help you massage your cheeks =P hahas

2008-09-05T20:43:00.004+08:00

As usual my day today was pretty standard and boring. Watched a show titled "Vintage Point". Not gonna tell you what to show is about. If you wanna know it, go watch it yourself =P

Anyway theres GNGWC tmr at Singapore Poly, where i'll be meeting brandon, bkwong, wongbk, black at dover mrt station at 8am. Come to think of it, why on earth are we meeting so early when the event starts at 10am =/ anyway hopefully my team will win and go through to the finals. And i could have a chance to go to Korea =D

2008-09-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

hey, cheer up wor ^-^ As much as I'm really curious and have questions like always, I shall resist. If you need me, just call or sms me. I'll be there to help you whatever it may be i promise.

It really really saddens me to see you like this, maybe its because I care alot about you. I want the best for you. I feel so useless not knowing how and being able to help you. So if there is any way that I can be of help, please let me know alright? =]

I just want you to know that you're not left alone. I'll always be right beside you, ready to help overcome your problems together. I'll be there for you always =]

Oh lastly, tonight feels kinda cold as well so if you're feeling cold, remember to gai bei wor =D

P.S. Best Friends Always =]

2008-09-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

I'm not updating my blog regularly as i'm feeling kinda lazy. Yup i'm a rather lazy person. Anyway this Sat I will be having the GNGWC at Singapore Poly. I really hope that my team will go through to the finals ^-^

Bought 2 new games, Gears of War and Silent Hunter4. I guess it should be enough to keep me occupied for the next 6 weeks =/

2008-08-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

There's sailing bonding camp tmr till sat! Omg I can hardly wait for it! hahas. Then shortly after that, on 1st Sept i'll be having my Grade 3 Piano Practical Exam. Shucks im so nervous.

anyway to my oh so wonderful and dearest friend, good luck for your 'O' Levels. I wish you all the best. I have lots of faith in you. I'm so proud of you, I really am =]If you need me regarding anything, do know that i'll always be there to help and support you =] If you ever feel like giving up, remember that I'll never lose faith in you and that i'll always be there for you. =D

P.S. Best Friends Forever =]

2008-08-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

the reason i dont update my blog on a regular basis is simply because no one reads it -.- anyway well yesterday my family and I went all the way to Parkway Parade to see Dr. Loh who is an orthodontist i hope i spelled it correctly. went to take x-ray and voila millions of my cells have just died. anyway he said my condition was rather bad.. they probably need to move the front jaw forward a little, and the lower jaw back. Dr. Foo said the same thing as well. Dr. Foo is a surgeon, and he'll be the one who will be operating on my jaws. He said that he might have to take some bones from my hips too. oh did i mention, Dr. Loh said that i might need to go for operation as well to get my wisdom tooth taken out.

anyway moving on, we went to Botak Jones for dinner :D yummy, i love my char-grilled salmon drools. well thats about it i guess lol

2008-08-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

Words Women Use:
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. "Five Minutes" is only five minutes if you have just
been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that
begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". (Refer back to #1 for the meaning of "Fine".)
4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!
5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means
she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about "nothing".
(Refer back to #3 for the meaning of "Nothing".)
6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. "That's Okay" means she
wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7.) Thanks: A woman is thanking you -- do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome.
8.) If you say so: Men, take note: this is a trick. This is THE statement that means the opposite of what it says. When
a woman says, "If you say so," she actually means, "you're an idiot; I can't believe I ever married you, and you better
realize how lucky you are every day of your miserable life." She will then issue forth a loud sigh (see #5), and assign you
a task worthy of your limited intelligence (although you will NOT be given the "five minutes" as discussed in #2).
9.) Whatever: Is a women's way of saying F@!K YOU!
10 .) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told
a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "what's wrong", for the
woman's; response to be "nothing" ( refer back to #3 for the meaning of "Nothing") .

2008-08-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

In the less then hundred years of life most of us will have die. All we can do is to remember the moments, the bad, the good, the humiliating ones, the sweet, the funny, and the awkward.. It’s all we have in life: Memories. However, most of us don't see that reality, we live in the world of dream and illusion. Only when someone we are close with is about to lose his or her life to a fatal disease that we finally come to a realization.

2008-08-17T03:50:00.002+08:00

time check, it is 3.50 am. yea im awake. not that i dont want to sleep, but because i've lost the mood to sleep. im so fucking disappointed in myself. i told myself i'll never ever show my temper towards her. but i did, fuck im so fucking stupid

2008-08-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

for some reason, im more confident for my EG1 rather than my El Tech -.- the paper had 6 questions. I happily did all 6, and only after 1 hour 30 minutes did i saw this printed on the cover page. "CHOOSE 4 QUESTIONS". i went -.-" luckily all i had to do was cancel out those i dont want lol. anyway i dont have anything else to say.

2008-08-15T20:00:00.005+08:00

new blogskin :D okay i got El Tech paper tmr so why the bloody hell am i blogging!? well whatever -.- today i screwed up my EG1 paper yay i'm really becoming very sarcarstic whats wrong with me -.- anyway the EG1 paper wasn't as bad as i original thought, but it was still BAD. hopeless + not too bad = still bad see now i can even add english

anyway why am i even blogging, no one ever reads my post. im posting stuffs only because i like to write lol

oh btw sorry about the links, but when i changed the template i forgot to save the links first lol -.- so whatever links i put up right now are all those that i can recall im really really sorry. so please please leave your links at the tagboard :]

alright gotta go. au revoir. adios.

P.S. 3 more days to holidays! :D

2008-08-13T14:55:00.002+08:00

first of all i would like to say.. shout rather.. GRATS TO JIAHUI FOR YOUR CHINESE !! =D omg im so proud of you =] hope that all your other subjects will score as good ^-^

anyway moving on, my exams are just around the corner. EG1 this friday, EL Tech on saturday and Eng Mech on Monday. well i haven't really been studying much, thanks to the olympics which have to be held at such an oh so wonderful timing. my attention is always divided between the tv and my textbook lol. talking about exams, yesterday matthew, jiahui (my classmate) and me went to rail mall to study at subway eat fresh :D as usual it was delicious. come to think of it, i dont mind eating subway everyday but the only thing holding me back is that its on the expensive side =.= when i opened my textbooks to revise.. voila ! i dont know a single darn thing. i feel like crying -.- i think im gonna flunk my exams woohoo.

oh also, when taking the bus to rail mall, i saw this girl boarding the bus too. then when i took the bus home which is around 4 hours later guess what,
I SAW HER AGAIN talking about fate eh =.= the same thing happened in genting, JieYi was there too -.- either im really lucky or im really unlucky, depends on how you wanna see it =P

on a side note i hope i get voted to join TNF >.<

P.S. Best Friends Forever! =]

2008-08-01T19:57:00.011+08:00

My BSC photos =]

lol @ xin jian

two guys dating lol

fish&co =]

markus is hungry!

Sailors =]

2008-06-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

well i had my very first Basic Sailing Course today. it was FUN !! sailing is so cool. i love the feeling of being free =) woke up at 7am today morning *yawnz* sent a sms to jiahui, hoping i could wake her up from her beauty sleep =P but alas i failed. anyway took mrt all the way to pasir ris.. what a long and boring trip -.- okay fast forward to the course it self. well first we learnt about the physics of wind flow, tack and gyb etc. after that we went for the simulator. it was load of fun. well for lunch.. lets just say the food took ages to arrive. the fried rice was nice though. amount was a little too little so i was still hungry. anyway after that we readied our laser sails and set out for the sea! setting up the sail was a little tough, couldn't remember some of the steps >.< after we had finish setting up our sail, we had to do the 50m swim test with lifejacket. hell it wasnt 50m.. more like 100m! at times seawater accidentally went into my mouth. the salt water is just awful *pukes*. after that we took turn to do capsize drill, i went first coz i was really enthu =P well i did it with ease xD after we were all done, we finally are able to sail out to sea yes! since it was our first time in our sail boat out at sea, an instructor followed us onboard. we did some steering. then we did tacking and gybing. it ended too fast lol im a fast learner =) for others they took forever -.- some were fast learners too though. well after that nothing interesting to mention, just packing up and stuffs. ohh yea there was a wedding party at the beach hahas all i gotta say is that its certainly unique, though it isn't the first time i've seen it.

2008-06-26T20:26:00.004+08:00

today skipped sch in the afternoon, went out with jiahui =) went to junction8. so long never go to junction8 le. We watched 10 Promises to My Dog. The movie so touching wor >.< after that we went to the library. when using my lappy at first couldnt access the internet, as i couldn't log into my Wireless@SG accnt even though i already created an account -.- so no choice create new account lorhs. so ma fun -.- we also chatted about stuffs. anyway a big thank you to jiahui for teaching me A Maths =) after that went back to junction8 as she wanted to buy pen and pencil from popular, but in the end bought them from comics connection hahas. then after that we took mrt home. we also chatted about alot of stuffs while in the mrt hahas. all in all, it was a really nice outing with jiahui. I really love going out with her =)

2008-06-19T08:00:00.002+08:00

i got one of the best birthday present ever this year xD well holiday has been a bore for me -.- suppose to do project work but haven't even meet up with group members yet lol. been staring at the computer alot. i wanna go overseas -.- seriously i miss australia. its such a wonderful place to go to especially during earling june where its towards to end of autumn. it gets cold but not too cold, just right for me xD i love the australian slang, love their mcdonalds their menu is way way better than in singapore anyway my smses has suddenly shot up from like 200+ to 800+ hahas but yea i dont mind. well i dont know what to blog liao wor meimei.. hahas xD

2008-06-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to myself xD

right now as im making this post, im at the 24th floor of Shangri-La hotel in the Business Centre room where you get to use the computer for free. Overlooking the night scene of singapore. I wish you are here with me right now..

2008-04-26T15:29:00.002+08:00

its funny how people can misunderstand each other so easily. IF your post was directed at me, im just dissappointed that you thought of it that way. it was a sincere offer with NO hidden motives or whatever you wanna call it. an act?? i dont need to ask for things. im not important to any one so i dont expect to be given anything. heck i think if i die right now, no one would really bother.

why do people closest to you seem to always hurt you so much..

its funny how i can have so many friends.. but yet my heart seems empty, like its yearning for something or maybe someone

2008-04-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

you think i didnt wanted to help? wrong
am i hurt? goes without saying
did i want our friendship to end? definitely not
i have tolerated you for very very long, the longest infact that i've ever tolerated anyone. but sadly our friendship had to end this way.

2008-04-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

oh well.. its the 2nd day of sch at NP ! w00t class today was awesome. and in total i have 3 ang mo teachers. omg i love their accent! i love the french class yesterday. bonjour monsieur! today during lunch break i went to collect the NPSU Prestige Card, queue was short but waiting time was long. oh btw 2nd day of sch already got homework!! so sad sia. well after sch went to ourspace@72 to lepak lepak with SigmaFunk ppl. then after that raining sia argh what a waste. anyway soccer postponed to tmr. ohh and i met stupidcowz for the first time ever lol. ohh and i met doug's friends too. russel, de wei, wen xi. i may have a crush on you already anyway! it was great knowing them.

also btw after much effort weighing the pros and cons on which student club to join, i have finally.. FINALLY decided on Sailing Club and NP Dancesport. many thanks to my best friend jiahui, glennis meimei and jieyi for their input and thoughts about it.

2008-04-10T12:19:00.002+08:00

okay i havent blogged for awhile. anyway my wrist HURTS A HELL LOT coz yesterday we were playing street soccer at NP. and this stupid guy has to ram the ball so damn hard when he is only 5 metres away. WTF right. but guess what.. i SAVED it hahas! and there was a time where for 3 consecutive matches we trashed them, and didnt let in any goals! yea i know im a good goalkeeper xD after that at bout 7.3o we went to have dinner at the student plaza.. cup noodles! yummy. what a way for sigmaphi dudes to bond lol! yea we chatted till like 8.3o talked bout lots of stuffs. rofl. anyway it was really fun to hang out with the sigmaphi ppl. xD

anyway just a shoutout.. i love my mei alot, i really do <3 hope she does really well for her Os this year so she can go to the JC she wants. she is my best friend ever =) well we're both waiting for 4 more years for you know what xD

2008-04-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

okay.. lets take a look at the difference at both scrolls on the right of my blog. yes the chinese animal and my star thingy. which has a more accurate description of me hmm... anyway i LOLed at the 9/10 girls like me thingy i think its utter crap lol. actually the first time i got 8/10 which i thought was too high coz i didn't answer some stuff truthfully, so i decided to redo the test one more time and i got 9/10 instead LOL ahahahaha.. oh and look at my addictive content LOL

2008-03-29T17:43:00.004+08:00

zomg just came home from the NPSU FOC Camp WOOO !! S to the I to the G to the MA to the PHI PHI in the house! S to the I to the G to the MA to the PHI PHI in the house! S to the I to the G to the MA to the PHI PHI in the house! S to the I to the G to the MA to the PHI.. .. okay okay i think im too enthu and abit crazy xP but I LOVED THE CAMP!!! GLs OIE!! oh i gtg for dinner and will be back to continue xD

*edited and continued!

alright well give me abit of time to recall what went on on the first day. oh yea before i go on with that, just want to say that we had 750 participants WOOT!! well registration took pretty long. the GLs thought us some cheers. which well was good and bad at the same time. good because the front half of the people were listening and actually learning. the bad thing was that the other half at the back couldn't hear a thing the GLs were saying. after registration we all waited in the convention centre theatre. there some band name played a few song. was pretty nice sia. the got on of the drummer broke the skin on the drum LOL. the guy beat too hard sia. well we waited in the theatre for quite awhile.. coz had to wait for the others to register too. took 1 and a half hours sia so long.

*okay i'll continue tmr xD